Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Blue

I've had a bit of a sad day. I miss my dad, stepmom and little brother terribly and I wish they were here with us right now. I also got a gross cortisone shot in my wrist today because I have De Quervain's Tenosynovitis from carrying my heavy baby around. Then there is the guy that we know from our cozy, small dropzone who died last weekend (more on that in another post). And on top of all of that, I just miss my baby. Being a working mama is hard. I spend a lot of time away from him, and I've mostly gotten used to it, but it is hard. I miss him a lot of the time. Tomorrow will be better. I think I'll go get a good night of rest. Here are some cool MN sunset pics we took tonight. The clouds looked amazing!



14 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sending hugs to cheer you - these blue days can be so tough.

Your photos are beautiful - I love the first one especially - it looks like the sky is on fire - amazing!

Anonymous said...

Sending hugs to cheer you - these blue days can be so tough.

Your photos are beautiful - I love the first one especially - it looks like the sky is on fire - amazing!

Anonymous said...

How odd - it published my comment twice!

Unknown said...

Your such a good momma. I know its hard having to work and not spend as much time with your little man as you'd like. Your doing all that you can hun.

((HUGS))

By the way, the pictures are beautiful.

Vanessa

Mami Adame said...

I know what you mean, you just want to soak them up when you get home! Hope you cheer up, just look at Elijah's adorable cute little face! Think he could cheer anybody up!
Lovely pictures!
xoxoxo

Sarah said...

It is hard... I've typed a few sentences and erased and typed and erased... there is nothing else to say, I know, it is just hard.

Samantha said...

Hugs to you my friend. I am so sorry you are having a rough week. Hang in there.

Much love,
Samantha

my life: said...

Those are amazing photos....man I wish I had something really "smart" to say....
Sending you lots of hugs and yellow thoughts!
xoxo

Tina:0) said...

I remember how it was to leave Gabby when I went back to work after she was born... It does become a little easier. Just soak up all that little man that you can!

I Love the pictures - what an amazing artist our creator is!

Sending big hugs your way!

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry you're feeling sad. Just love on the little man extra when you get home and you'll feel better! Sending you lots of hugs!

Love ya,

Cindy

jencooper said...

Cool pictures! The colors are beautiful.

Hang in there. I am starting to get that depressed feeling myself. I have to go back to work on Monday and I am not looking forward to it! Hug on that little lovebug and get your fix!

<3,
Jennifer

Dina said...

Nothing wise to say - I'm a working mama to - always have been - and I just believe that quality is what counts. The time I am with my kids the tv stays off and we just spend our time together until they go to bed. It's hard and I don't know if the mama guilt ever makes it easier but look what you get to come home to!
Hope you start feeling better soon - you're a great mama!
Dina

Anonymous said...

The pictures are beautiful. Thanks for sharing. I agree with Dina that quality counts. And, on top of that, Elijah is thriving! You are doing wonderfully. Keep it up Mama!

Terri@SteelMagnolia said...

wonderful pics...
i love sky pics...

hope you're feeling more chipper these days...